秋來

秋天，突然　到訪

夏末下的種籽，經過換季的雨水，長得特別快。

把茂亂的除去，收下成果，等待下一季的豐收。

　

  夏末的雨水

　　　初秋的陽光

　　出頭天

長出翅膀的種籽　　她會飛多遠多高

a sea of people and a sea of garbage

There is a big news yesterday from UK. A Royal new born baby boy !
A sea of people waiting outside the palace to receive the news. "Why people are so fascinated by the Royals?" the question raised by American.

I was watching the online news with my colleagues, one of my senior said "I don't like this royal thing."

A thought, she has her point, there always 2 sides. When there is this baby whom we haven't seen his face yet. For no doubt, the ranked third baby boy will become heir to the throne.

The marriage of Kate Middleton and Prince William is a fairy tale of many people. Now the baby, the story to be continue....

On the other side, there are people who are surviving, no food, no water, no shelter. Or case not that extreme, people who are underprivileged, their kids may not have beautiful clothes, colourful toys, cell phone, etc....all they can do is, after school, collecting cardboard boxes to exchange a very small amount of money. ( a case of primary school students in Hong Kong)

At the moment, this group of people pop up my mind, they are living at a sea of garbage. The landfill harmonic, the "Recycle Orchestra"
in Cateura, Paraguay. "The world sends us garbage, we send back the Music" By Favio Chavez, Orchestra Director.

Never pity ourselves, every one is a special individual. Never give up, every one is unique.

I am happy for the new born of the Royal baby, as well, I would never forget that there are human being who live in another world and they have very beautiful mind which is beyond clothing, outfit or background.

In fact, all our lives are connected and linked, through Arts, and garbage...

Calenders

There was a time, I was obsessed by calender. Every end of the year, I would look for a handy and empty calender for the coming year. I like to write on the empty page, create my schedule and time table, use different colour pens to write on. And also there was this time that to get a new calender is a MUST for a student. I still remember the best calender I had was from Muji, for several years I used that. The texture of the paper and the size was so my cup of tea. I never chose weekly or daily calender, I like the monthly view specially, because I felt like it can give me a macro view of TIME (or life?)

There was the era of Smart phone, everyone syn their Google calender/i Calendar/outlook to the phone. Me too, there was this time, I had over then 4 calenders overlapping, Meeting, teaching, showing, running here to there. Every change of the schedule, no need to erase, what to do is only copy and paste, drag the box and move it. But I still like the hand writing calender somehow.

And there IS the time, I have no plan at all, only today, now, this moment. I leave all the calenders outside the door. what I need to remember or plan, it happen when it should happen.

However, today, I brought this new calender. For some reasons, it catch my eyes, it is a monthly view, empty boxes, handy, and very cheap, haha.

This afternoon, have a chat with a friend (through my broken Korean and her broken English), talking about some community programmes, we exchange ideas, talk about the education programmes, the students... people concern about the result more than process. And she ask me "do you think we can change the people?"  I said, " I don't know". She is so tiring at work on this aspect. It recall me that was the time, I also asking myself, it is so tiring, what shall I do? can I change the system, can I bring in some inspiration to students?

A second, PK and Mdm Goh came up my mind. As well, comrade in HK, striving for the future of HK.

"Yes, we can," I said, it need times, 20? 30? 45? 50? years.....

I realized,  I never think of change people, I myself always changing....but the obsessive of a handy hand writing calender never change.  I still passionate of what I believe and what I love, the art and human. 

What should happen it Will happen.

"Make the most of the time you have"

It cost only 2500won, HK$17.2, S$2.8 

死亡與少女

小端的分享：
很多謝各位美少女姐姐的包容，雖然還沒有出生，還沒有見到大家，但我知道，我為媽媽帶來了很大的改變，沒有上次Sarah Kane時候的體力和精神，還要各位擔心她。
我並不知道
什麼是存在（我的存在是因為我依附著媽媽）
什麼是美麗（我從來都沒有照過鏡子）
什麼是真理（我只懂得轉動身子）
什麼是權力（我的四周就是水）
什麼是死亡（我還沒有生）
我根本就不知道什麼是知道
不過，我每一秒鐘都在改變，我的血液一直在流動，從始初就沒有停下來。
我的血液由媽媽、外婆、太婆、太太婆．．．那裏來，
在我以後，我的血液往女兒、女兒的女兒、女兒的女兒．．．那裏去。
但肯定，你們的聲音，都傳到我那裏。
加油！！

6-8-2008

生活應該是......

生活應該是......
在海邊靜靜坐著,
腦袋空空的, 停頓了,
沒有思考,
這是悶?還是空?
還是呆滯?

感覺......
安詳, 閑息, 聽見海鷗的聲音
淡淡帶海藻海水的氣味
原來人的知覺並不會停頓
從母體之內始
由歸於泥土一刻終

新生命的來臨

真是忐忑

好快就可以見面了

不經不覺

你在肚子裏已經游動了八個多月

究竟你的樣子是怎樣的？

卻又擔心你有不足之處